Just a little news... after fighting lung and liver cancer my grandma passed away at about 12:30 saturday.

I got some lovely text messages this morning, pertaining to my last entry. They were from Kyley... pissed off, and rattling off comments like "you wanted to be with her all along" etc etc. I guess I'm not allowed to care about anyone else or something. That was the last straw. You can take my pride, you can take my dignity, my heart, my soul, and ( Read more... )

I was digging through my room looking for money when I found a card, from my birthday, Sep 25, 2003. Its from Jessica. Reading it again put a smile on my face, making me realize that after all the crap with me and her, and now me and Kyley... I know that I'm still a good person ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHA, dont I feel stupid.

See, I don't.. know why.. I liked you so much ( Read more... )

Been talking to Shannon a lot. Seems like things are moving along fine. Shes way into doing things right and welcoming me into her family if we get together so ill be accepted. Which is great, cuz we all know how the last one turned out. Pic below.


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yo. good times good times. had my 2 day experience with kyley... ended in tears, but i was just getting it all out while i had the chance. im so beyond done with her. she keeps coming back, after leaving, after cheating, after fucking another guy, after getting a new bf. HA. get real. love her to death, wish it could work... but youve got to be ( Read more... )

Well, time for another journal entry of death ( Read more... )

My homeboys in Clinton And Rikers Island ( Read more... )

i knew you'd come and read this... its ok, i cant let go either.