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I got some lovely text messages this morning, pertaining to my last entry. They were from Kyley... pissed off, and rattling off comments like "you wanted to be with her all along" etc etc. I guess I'm not allowed to care about anyone else or something. That was the last straw. You can take my pride, you can take my dignity, my heart, my soul, and all my love... but you will NEVER try and make me feel bad for telling someone whos important to me that I love them. I will be unappreciated NO LONGER. Today is the beginning of a new life.. one without this bullshit. One where I can love and be loved in return and have it be that simple, no games, no ifs ands or buts. A certain person who I cherish has chose to push me away as hard as she can... and I'm as upset as she will be when she realizes....... I've been pushed too far and now I'm just out of reach.