or heartbroken ( Read more... )

i'm floating again, numb even ( Read more... )

in feeling very frustrated and very irritated.
i'm losing patience rapidly.
quititquititquitit

except that i will not complicate another friendship. or anymore friendships for that matter ( Read more... )

like, when we were the best of friends?

i do, vaguely. (it's kindof strange to think about now)
although one of the only things that i'm completely certain of as of right now is that i miss it. i miss you.

you should know who 'you' are.
and get back to me, thanks

i feel like there's a lot of lines that i would never even consider crossing.
whereas you don't even see them.

what to do, what to do.

especially when you see them the next day ( Read more... )

it just makes me really uncomfortable. and i really just don't know how to go about handling any of it.

i've been meaning to address some things, but they just never seem to come up on their own, and chances are i won't do it myself ( Read more... )

sometimes i really wish i had the right or the power to revoke peoples' right or maybe ability to complain.
or maybe just show them how bad it really could be.