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she's gone :'(
Today is the day Maaya had to leave, and it's been almost five hours now that I've been without her. I started crying about as soon as she was out of reach at the airport, and I'm crying again now - I really wish she could stay forever. I think we both had a really good time; I know I did, at least. It seems we get on at least as well in real life ( Read more... ) -
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i've realised that Andras and so on (including asherah, who possibly still reads it) are probably the best people I've ever known. At least, they got closer to understanding me than anyone else ever has - they're the only people who've ever realised how I deserve to be killed. Shame they couldn't do it for real ( Read more... ) -
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i'm just a stupid bitch who can't do anything right. everything i say and everything i do is always wrong. and goddamnit, i so much want to just bleed right now -
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i feel like i've isolated myself from almost all of my 'friends', and that most of them would refuse to even talk to me. I suppose that's what you get for being such a stupid idiot, and going out of your way to offend them all. Usually i wouldn't want to offend or upset anyone, but when i get angry, i go completely out of control, and seem to ( Read more... ) -
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thanks, people who left nice comments. I don't know if I'm having a nervous breakdown, or going insane, or what. Sometimes it feels like it would be nice to just go insane, really, and never have to worry about anything again. Still, I hardly expect anyone to forgive me for stuff I've said while having this nervous breakdown or whatever it is. I ( Read more... ) -
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i know everyone hates me, but that's okay, because i hate me too. it's what i deserve, anyway. i deserve nothing else, but to be hated -
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i'm sorry, i just can't take it any more -
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just so everyone is absolutely clear, THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A FUCKING TRANS SUPPORT CHANNEL! -
crush meme thing
That crush meme thing is driving me crazy. I've had seven replies, and only two have not been anonymous, although I managed to work out who two of the other people are. I have no idea about the other 3 though, and I really wish I knew who they are. So anyway, if you left me an anonymous comment on there, please let me know. I'll even keep comments ( Read more... )
