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[intheflames]

i feel like i've isolated myself from almost all of my 'friends', and that most of them would refuse to even talk to me. I suppose that's what you get for being such a stupid idiot, and going out of your way to offend them all. Usually i wouldn't want to offend or upset anyone, but when i get angry, i go completely out of control, and seem to

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[angelofsith]

*hugs muchly*

[desikitteh]

eh. i just figured you were breaking n needed some space.

[intheflames]

definitely been breaking for a long time, some times i'm more broken than others, though

[desikitteh]

i know the feeling.

you know it's nothing personal if i back off when it happens, right? i'm just really not strong enough to be caught in the cross-fire.

[wingless_kitty]

In some ways, i think the two of you have that in common: when you're falling apart, you tend to lash out at the people close to you. It can get especially nasty when both of you are going through that at the same time.

That said, i still love you both, but sometimes when things get particularly vicious, i do need to back away sometimes to preserve my own fragile condition. Anyway, i'm still here, and i'm not about to write EITHER of you out of my life for your instabilities.

[claire_stretch]

well if it makes you feel better, you couldn't offend me even if you spent the rest of your life trying! we all have our moments.

as for been a stupid idiot, yep! thats you :P, oh come one you really think making a statement like that would go unnoticed, of course i was going to agree with it :P

[auntysarah]

Oh well, i guess i'm just getting what i deserve - to be rejected by everyoneISTM that the reason why you're not socialising, e.g. in said IRC channel, is self-imposed. I don't think you really actively participated in #t-vox prior to your self-imposed exile anyway? If you want to go and talk to people, just do it - nobody else is preventing you

[intheflames]

well, i never have been able to forgive myself for anything...

[alicephilippa]

Being able to forgive yourself is a hard skill to learn, but it is an essential one.

It is one that took me a long time to get to grips with. If I can do it, I'm sure you can.

Alice.

[cvisors]

*huge hugs*

i'm not going to reject you.