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[intheflames]

i've realised that Andras and so on (including asherah, who possibly still reads it) are probably the best people I've ever known. At least, they got closer to understanding me than anyone else ever has - they're the only people who've ever realised how I deserve to be killed. Shame they couldn't do it for real.
(My father has probably got close to understanding me, too. He has at least realised I deserve to be hated)