i went to a party last night, that was hawaii themed.. the most fun i've ever had. we had this crazy relay race that involved shots, water, hula hooping, and me almost yes ALMOST puking my brains out. i can't believe how seriously i take life sometimes. i just want things to be the way they were. i miss hanging out with friends and going to school ( Read more... )

so on top of my knarly black eye..i got bit by a squito on my cheek, so i now have a ginourmous cheek and black eye.. i'll post a picture later..its pretty cool ( Read more... )

i just may be a total jerk, but i don't really care. i have been busting my ass at work for like ever, and i totally deserve a vacation. i told my manager that i had to have monday off cause i needed to see my dad..well that is partially true ( Read more... )

so its been like ten thousand years since i have written in this thing. well not really, more like a week. it has been an interesting couple of weeks. i got the dream job that i wanted and then demoted myself cause the job pissed me off. i transfered to a new store where i am trying to get the job back and i'm fighting with someone who has it. so ( Read more... )

i like a boy ( Read more... )

SO FIRST OFF, I MUST BRAG ABOUT THE FACT THAT I AM GETTING PROMOTED..YET AGAIN, TO THE POSITION I HAVE WANTED FOREVER AND A HALF ( Read more... )

i've made many mistakes in life, more than i'd like to admit. i know when i'm in the wrong, even though i try to block it out of my mind. for the longest time i was untrue to myself and to others. some know me well others do not. i believe there is a time in life when people come to a realization that they are no longer children and when you fall ( Read more... )

i have no idea what i'm doing but maybe this is it ( Read more... )

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my life has really gone to shit..

i haven't eaten in a week

i've slept a total of 5 hours this entire week

i've worked 13 hours at work everyday

i've cried a total of 12 hours

i've taken 5 advil in 3 mins

i've thrown up twice

it makes it soo much easier since no one is here to stop me.