it always seems to be harder to break up with someone than to be on the other end of it. i broke up with steven tonight. i know it is the right thing to do, but my heart feels so broken. i wanted him to love me. but he doesnt love me. yes, he cares about me a lot. he means so incredibly much to me as well. but he doesnt love me. and i dont love him ( Read more... )

I just signed the lease for my first apartment this morning! I've moved everything in except the furniture. I feel like a grown up...kinda. It feels really great to have a space all my own. Tonight will be my first night sleeping in my brand new home and I'm SO excited! YAY! Pics will have to wait until tomorrow because I just moved nearly all of ( Read more... )

1.FIRST NAME? Erin

2. WHO WERE YOU NAMED AFTER? Dunno lol...Ireland, I guess, since thats what Erin means. *shrug*

3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? Last week when Steven didn't seem to care about my exciting news.

4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? No. It's horrible.

5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? baby (i'm with brian on this one. mmm...baby)

6. KIDS? ( Read more... )

trying to waste time until i can go home at 3:45.  i forgot to take my 45 minute lunch earlier so i guess that's what i'm doing now.

One word answers...

1. Where is your cell phone?: pocket
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend?: wonderful
3. Your hair?: longer
4. Your mother?: trying
5. Your father?: gone
6. Your favorite item?: found
7. Your dream last night?: ( Read more... )

once again the time has come for the apple cup. all i have to say is:

GO HUSKIES!!!!

of course we're going to win because those damned cougs have never won 3 apple cups in a row.  not going to happen this year.

god i love the apple cup....its the only time football ever really means anything to me.  YAY!

work was pretty okay today. the day felt long as hell but i got a lot done. went to the benefits fair this morning, which wasted a good hour and fifteen minutes of my 8.5 hour day. definitely a plus. signed up for all sorts of silly drawings and will hopefully win something sweet. the ERC holidy banquet is coming up on the 9th and for once im ( Read more... )

its been forever, eh? all sorts of stuff to update about but i'm WAY too lazy. one big thing has happened though and i figure you guys should probably know ( Read more... )

i dont have cancer! sweet huh?  my biopsy results came back and im officially not cancerous.  w00t!

I just took a call at work.  no big surprise there...i mean thats what i do.  but this was the most belligerent and angry man i've ever dealt with.  not a patient.  not a doctor.  not involved with healthcare in any way.  he wants to know which nursing home his father was discharged to.  here's a basic idea of how the conversation went ( Read more... )

wow its been ages!  i bet you guys all thought i'd abandoned you.  fear not!  i am back and will hopefully be updating a little more regularly again ( Read more... )