i'm on a roll, and i can't look back ( Read more... )

so ever since josh and i stopped... well, hooking up, everything has changed so much. everyone that knew we were "together", including his friends, roommates, and my friends, have been treating me differently. specifically males ( Read more... )

ok so i know i'm the most annoying person ever because i'm begining to annoy MYSELF. but i'm staying at csun next year ( Read more... )

i've made a decision and next year i will be a student of irvine valley college, NOT csun ( Read more... )

i may or may not be a student at csun next year.

who knows? not me...

I have made a conscious decision to drop out of csun and go to a community college for this summer, fall and next spring; then transfer to a different school.

I'm so glad I've made this decision, I'm completely ready for this.

I have to take one step back, but in the end I'm making one huge leap forward.

i've been completely absorbed in music this past week. I've been listening to artists and bands including jimi hendrix, the rolling stones, led zeppelin, pink floyd and the list goes on. for some reason all these artists are speaking to me and i've never felt so connected to their lyrics before until now. And since i'm pretty low on friends and ( Read more... )

i miss him so so much and it's driving me crazy ( Read more... )

i've been writing a lot in here lately. i usually don't like writing in here, but i have a lot on my mind i need to get out. i started writing it on paper, but my hand would start hurting after like... a sentence. so thanks lj, for not making my hand hurt... anyways ( Read more... )

right now, in this moment, i'm very confused, nervous, unsure, lonely, rejected, and angry ( Read more... )