something about march, every year, is a bad month for me ( Read more... )

I'M SO UPSET AND CONFUSED AND ANGRY AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just feel like crying more. and i hope this all clears up soon.

:(

i finally decided to rush alpha xi delta ( Read more... )

the best part about being at csun, is that i'm only 20 mins from ucla ( Read more... )

i've come to that point, that when i think of thursdays, i think of alcohol.

i've also come to that point, that when i think of alcohol, i begin to get sick.

hm.

i know kallah east was nearly 2 years ago, but sometimes i hear a song or look at pics from ke and i just can't get over it. i miss it so much; i miss camp newman too, but all those people are on the west coast and i go there every summer, but i miss my kallah friends more than anything, and what really kills me is majority of them are from across ( Read more... )

i only write in here when i'm upset

i'm not going to write in here anymore. or at least write in here as little as possible. i used LJ in highschool, and i'm just really really over it.

peace

i hate being home.
it's soooo boring

i would much rather be back at csun.

i forgot to mention the weirdest moment of my life ( Read more... )

enough is enought. this is all bullshit. since my last post, i would like to say i HAVENT learned from my mistake. but i think tonight it hit me really hard. when you end up crying to your best guy friend at the end of the night about how your feelings are hurt, things have just gone too far ( Read more... )