I'm at school on my laptop, skipping math to do a paper that i neglected over the weekend. So i've got my headphones on and i'm so all for music I decided to only accomplish one of my papers and screw the other. I've missed probably 2 out of the 3 days I have math for the past 4 weeks; I have NO idea whats going on AT ALL. But I guess theres not ( Read more... )

The last two days have definitely amazed me ( Read more... )

Today was really nice. I just did a lot of things I haven't done in a while. Woke up and went out to breakfast with my dad, I haven't spent anytime with him in a really long time. Then went with Kainoa to a Superbowl party and was there all day. Met a bunch of new people, kinda funny. My goal was to learn football and I still barely understand that ( Read more... )

Wow.

Uhm life changes really fast.? I don't know who I am and I don't know where I'm going and I don't care. Kai and I broke up, for good, and I don't know what I think. We were really close and now, we're nothing. He was a really sweet boyfriend, sometimes I thought he cared and loved me too much. Things just turned ugly really fast and I don't know ( Read more... )

I don't think I'm dumb and I dont think this is done. I dont know anything right now. Anything..

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I just hope I can always acknowledge every amazing thing in front of me. Kinda like this Keeshez boy who makes my life absolutely amazing... we've both messed up enough, but it seems like the smallest of things. Its so weird how I feel, like i'm not used to being so full of love/happiness?! haha I just love having that in my life again, i worry so ( Read more... )

I think i'm always just scared the decisions i make will lock me into something concrete. I'm so indecisive. I buy things that are returnable and use that likewise with everything. I don't want to end up hurting anyone, or hurting myself. Commitments just not returnable enough.

So a lot of plans have changed since graduation ( Read more... )

I just wanna leave, now.