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imeric5

What I have done and what I have failed to do

Mar 06, 2005 23:10

What I have done. I have caused the only person in this world who truly loves me to doubt me. I have made my parents upset with me, I have let down my grandparents, I have gotten a job that is moving me backwards, I have made less time for people and I have made myself miserable ( Read more... )

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Things to think about... kris1286 March 6 2005, 21:00:48 UTC

A lot of things were said tonight that made us both upset. I hope you know that I hurt just as much or maybe even more then you. What I said tonight was not easy to do but I felt it was appropriate and it was time to be said. I just tried my best to express to you my feelings about everything that has been going on. I just want you to be happy and I just want whats best for you. I never had the intention of saying all of that and then leaving with so many unanswered questions about you-me-our relationship in general. I just needed to go not just to do my work (which still has not been done) but also just to be alone and have a good (long) cry. I am sure this will all work out for the best but in the mean time i want you to remember that you are intelligent and capable of doing many different things and also that you shouldnt give up because that doenst solve anything it just causes more problems. I also want you to know that I love you and nothing is going to change that ( ... )

Re: Things to think about... imeric5 March 8 2005, 22:11:47 UTC

I cannot express in words or music the hurt that I am feeling. I have made so many mistakes and I just don't know what to do. And you know its bad when I can't express somthing in music. I feel as though you're giving 110 percent to our relationship and I'm only giving like 2. ITs like Im just making demands and your giving in, so I make more demands and u keep giving in and you shouldn't have to. I'm not the knight in shining armor or rather the "prince charming" that you say I am, I am a frog. I am ugly and disgusting and I am the cause of all the problems that we're having. I wish I could just give up and go back to the way that things used to be ( ... )