What I have done and what I have failed to do
What I have done. I have caused the only person in this world who truly loves me to doubt me. I have made my parents upset with me, I have let down my grandparents, I have gotten a job that is moving me backwards, I have made less time for people and I have made myself miserable.
What I have failed to do. Stand up for myself, tell the truth, make time for the ones I love. I have failed at being me
I am so tired right now, but I am writing, Why am I writing, well thats because I have officially become the angriest/saddest person in the world. I fucked up big time tonight, as I have done every night of every week for the past four or five weeks I guess. Everytime I want to spend time with somone I can't because I have to work. Work is not going well, I have begun to not like a lot of the people I work with, the hours suck the pay sucks, It all sucks. IDK what to do, I wish I didn't have a job, I wish I had money, I wish i didn't hurt kristin as much as I do
I can't post anymore, there are too many thoughts in my head and I'm so tiredlIm sorry.
What I have failed to do. Stand up for myself, tell the truth, make time for the ones I love. I have failed at being me
I am so tired right now, but I am writing, Why am I writing, well thats because I have officially become the angriest/saddest person in the world. I fucked up big time tonight, as I have done every night of every week for the past four or five weeks I guess. Everytime I want to spend time with somone I can't because I have to work. Work is not going well, I have begun to not like a lot of the people I work with, the hours suck the pay sucks, It all sucks. IDK what to do, I wish I didn't have a job, I wish I had money, I wish i didn't hurt kristin as much as I do
I can't post anymore, there are too many thoughts in my head and I'm so tiredlIm sorry.