Today is Christmas eve and in the German tradition we celebrate it at night! Christmas eve night that is.And today I was out with my mom, every Christmas eve day in the past has been extremely busy with streets crowded and tons of shoppers...This year however the streets where very dead like when you drive home at 3:00 a.m. Or so. It was so ( Read more... )

I just got out of the hospital that’s why I haven’t been on here. Last Wednesday I was trying to go pawn the very last of my jewelry and I had gotten on the bus cause my mom has been super bitchy at me for having to take me places so I got on e bus started to have a hard time breathing I was taking super big breaths just to get air in me and then ( Read more... )

Wow I just realized there are some people who care about not only my hard times like George and Terry and Ibid but today a miracle happened! My friend Rick from the UK who I have been friends with since 01 donated! And donated way more than a buck! Thank you Rick so much you really are a dear friend, and you made me realize I have friends that are ( Read more... )

Every day I post my stupid fund raiser for my meds on myspace and every day no one says anything and I haven't even raised one penny sigh....I really always thought that when and if things got bad in my life I could count on my friends, I mean surely? Right? Nope sigh only two friends cared George and Terry and they are as bad off as me sigh...But ( Read more... )

Its hard for me to think its been 30 years since dear John Lennon died. And yeah I will call him dear he is m hero and I will admit I think he was an incredible person who really worked hard to help people...It wasn’t just his great music (Which we know he was great at) But what he did for people wither it was him making a sandwich for a homeless ( Read more... )

I am yet once again making a post for my fund raiser which is for my meds, which sadly are ruining more than 900 bucks a month, I am trying to get SSI since I am disabled and have had 6 times of getting blood clots and 13 blood clots total, everything from DVT's to superficial blood clots, I just had to sale some of my things today so I could buy ( Read more... )

I am once again asking for help? As I am in a spot, as I have posted before on here and my blog I am broke and waiting for SSI as I am disabled I have had 6 times of having blood clots and a total of 13 blood clots I am on many many medicines to keep me alive, and have sold nearly everything I have and pawned almost everything I have. But yet I ( Read more... )

I am starting a fund raiser for me, not cause I m greedy or anything like that, but I am brook and I have no money and I can't afford my medicine which is now ruining more than 900 bucks a month which is a lot, I have no insurance my Drs are payed by “Methodist Hospital” where I have the charity care there, but my condition has gotten a lot worse ( Read more... )

I am starting a fund raiser for me, not cause I m greedy or anything like that, but I am brook and I have no money and I can't afford my medicine which is now ruining more than 900 bucks a month which is a lot, I have no insurance my Drs are payed by “Methodist Hospital” where I have the charity care there, but my condition has gotten a lot worse ( Read more... )

I need a Christmas miracle which I doubt will happen one I m pretty sure God doesn’t like me enough for one sigh :(