All I've been doing today is having deep thoughts about moving, while having a slow day at work. It's been so boring that everything that's bothering me is just stewing about in my head ( Read more... )

I really feel the need to write. Things I hope will get better. I've tried to plan it out to be better. I really hope the man calls me back about the job for $10 an hour. I mean.. I have the job but he's setting up the store... so it still seems a little iffy ( Read more... )

Being back at home with my parents is sort of a relief, but I know I still will miss him. He was everything I wanted on the outside... but nothing I wanted on the inside. I wish he was a deeper person. I guess I need to have the attitude of "You're better than him." ... I'll try.

He came back. But he's still not here. I want to talk with him but he won't let me. he gives me short answers and doesn't want to listen to me at all. I don't think he cares at all about what I have to say. I want him to need me. i don't know if he even wants to be here right now.

He walked out on me this morning.. again. why must i feel so strongly about him? He's so beautiful, and it feels so good when he holds me. My favorite place to be is in his arms. I"m dying inside right now. I was hopeing he wasn't going to be gone all night long, but here it is 1230 and no jason. I miss him so much. I'm so bitter that we ( Read more... )

I want to be talked to seriously. I feel like I might just be a little play thing. I am a person... with thoughts and feelings. I want to be treated that way. Sometimes I just feel so crappy. I feel like I just float through life hanging on by a thread. GOD I want a cigarette. I guess I just don't feel very important at all. Somehow ( Read more... )

Sometimes I'm so confused. It's like one minute everything seems perfect, and the next it's all cloudy. I don't know it's it's because maybe... I'm not that interesting.... I don't know. I don't really think that's it.... I just wish it could be blissful all the time. I miss how it used to be in high school when you would just look at each ( Read more... )

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I have been playing neopets for forever and a day now. I really want to get a million neopoints sooo bad. but hey... sometimes it's hard not to spend. All day for the past month or so Chad and I have been switching on and off the computer constantly because it's such an addiction. I really really want a poogle, trying to switch your neopets to ( Read more... )