my heart is beating so fast.
I want to be talked to seriously. I feel like I might just be a little play thing. I am a person... with thoughts and feelings. I want to be treated that way. Sometimes I just feel so crappy. I feel like I just float through life hanging on by a thread. GOD I want a cigarette. I guess I just don't feel very important at all. Somehow writing things down seems to make me feel better. I feel like I'm not the one a certain person wants to talk to about ... anything really. I think I"m a great person to talk to... but ... maybe I'm wrong. I really really would like a hug right about now.