this is ridiculous how much snow we have been getting,
but i love every inch of it.
because snow means no school, and sleeping in has been a wonderful treat!
BEST TEXT MESSAGE OF THE DAY:


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Tied together with a smile but you're coming undone...

the same old; same old.
i'm getting tired of this.
i'm not a very good pretender.

I'm LOVING the no school ordeal ( Read more... )

When I got tired of running from you ( Read more... )

There's nothing really to say.
I'm still numb.
and I'm still okay with that.
No time for play, I'm on a mission.
A mission to shield the world from me.
because thats the best for everyone.

And I so hate consequences,
and running from You is one of my best defenses.

i don't know who i am anymore.
i've become someone i hate.
i hate myself.
i hate consequences.
i hate everything.
i just don't understand how it got this far
and why i can't ever do anything right..

is this good enough?
is this what will save me?
please say yes.
pleasee.
and the worst part is, i've only begun the suffering.

snow day # 2.
i'm numb.
but i think i'm okay with that.
being numb isn't half bad.
you don't feel the pain.
but you don't feel the joy.

eh; you give and you get some right?

going to the gym twice a day isn't half bad...
i think i might start that routine up.
anything to forget everything.

i'm a mess.
the only thing i think all day is going to the gym.
when i'm there, i think a whole lot more.
its sort of a hate/love relationship.
but i feel like if i don't go to the gym,
i'll just feel worse about myself.
so i try to think positive,
and pray that things will get better.

I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
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don't know why, don't know how ( Read more... )