regret has a bitter hold.
i regret,
then again i don't.
i thought it would make me happy,
i thought it would bring me revenge,
but it gave me the opposite.
i'm not happy about it.
and i'm even more lost than i was to begin with.
i guess i'm just going to suck it up, and deal with it.
because thats all i can do.
live and learn.

Last night i became someone i never thought i would.
i became someone who i normally look at, in disgust.
someone who knows right from wrong, but just doesn't care.
someone with no respect for others, let alone herself.
sometimes, i wish i wasn't me.

I feel like people just make excuses for themselves ( Read more... )

I'm sarcastic about everything because I don't deal with reality ( Read more... )

When you feel embarrassed,
then I'll be your pride.
When you need direction,
then I'll be your guide.

(and all i can find are souveneirs from better times).

death.

Which of the bold face lies will we use?

dash.

To be lost in a state of confusion,
no sense of direction you can't be found.

motion.

I don't wanna shout.
and I don't wanna scream
and I don't wanna talk all night about these stupid things.
Because its like that
and thats the way it is.

Memories haunted me last night ( Read more... )

I don't know where I'm going
I don't know where I am.
But I know I think I kind of want this feeling to stay for awhile..
we'll see though, we'll see.
I'm expecting nothing,
coming out with maybe a little of something?
but if not, there won't be any disappointments.
because i never get my hopes up.

suc·ceed  
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All i wanna do is sleep, but i can't.
late start won't even help if i'm getting awakened every 2 hours in the night.
i can't wait until Cameo is out of my hands.
i'm so tired but i have a lot of homework
(not like i can sleep anyways) haha.

get ready for another wonderful sleep-deprived night

:)