tuesday.
don't know why, don't know how
but we didn't have school today. and i'm not complaining.
sometimes you need those days though,
need those breaks just to get through high school.
i know i do.
sometimes its the only thing keeping you sane with all the gloomy hallways and dark teenagers.
something is different.
i am different.
i don't enjoy things as much.
i don't laugh at the same things.
and i'm certainly not "doing okay"
i find ways to punish myself for the mistakes i've made,
only to hope for one day i "take it too far"...
i think thats the most sane thing i've said all week.
but we didn't have school today. and i'm not complaining.
sometimes you need those days though,
need those breaks just to get through high school.
i know i do.
sometimes its the only thing keeping you sane with all the gloomy hallways and dark teenagers.
something is different.
i am different.
i don't enjoy things as much.
i don't laugh at the same things.
and i'm certainly not "doing okay"
i find ways to punish myself for the mistakes i've made,
only to hope for one day i "take it too far"...
i think thats the most sane thing i've said all week.