I am so angry, frustrated, confuseddd ( Read more... )

Sometimes,
I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for how people are.
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
Wish I could change the world,

for you and me.

The worlds a prison,
with bad cell mates.

and all my fears,
and all my anger,
all my frustration,
all of the guilt,
all of the memories,
all of my wounds

are coming undone,
spilling out of me.
hanging on by a thread.
threatening my future,
or lack of.

Do you car if I dont know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will I shake this off, pretend its all okay
That theres someone out there who feels just like me,

THERE IS.

rough winter.
glad i have my friends.
excited for new beginnings.
scared for the way they will somehow just, end.

Lets dance in style,
lets dance for awhile.
Heaven can wait were only watching the skies.

Hoping for the best but
expecting the worst.

Are you going to drop the bomb or not?
Lets us die young or let us live forever.

Cool.
I'm miserably fortunate, again.
I'm tired of it...I'm tired of this.

I need a job.
and a new life.


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