i just got the news about matt. i feel just terrible.

Life here has been doing great. I have a boyfriend named Josh. He is a real sweetie. I talked to Matt the other day. He is still clean. He is right now living with his grandma and helping her out.

i dont know what to say

i went to the doctors and i have hiv. i have never been this scared in my life. the thing is i know who i got it from. it is either vincent or matt. they both have/had it. i dont know what i am going to do.

okay everyone answer these questions about me and then copy and paste this to your journal and i will answer the same questions about you. if you dont have a journal that is okay. i will respond to what you say about me on my journal about you and you can check it later. if it makes you feel more comfortable you may post anonymous. REMINDER: BE ( Read more... )

i havent wrote in this thing in a while. well things have changed. i moved to flagstaff and i met a guy named Mike. he is absolutely gorgeous. we have only been together for a couple weeks but i am thinking he could be the one for me. we dont have any diffrences and we never get bored of eachother. i really like him. what else has happened well i ( Read more... )

i went to the hospitol to see mat.he is doin good.he has cleaned himself up.i didnt think he would be able to but i guess i was wrong.he did it for someone he loves and hopes to win her back.i hope he gets what he deservs.he is now doing something that is good for him for this special girl.i still really like him alot.but we are nothing but friends ( Read more... )

i broke it off with mat i though i new him but i guess i didnt. he has changed a lot and i am not sur on wut to do with him. he scares me now. i think this is the last time i post for a while.

So far me and matt have not fought. the thing is. when i am around him. i feel as if he doesnt feel the same about me as i do about him. his mind always seem to be on ashleigh and it really bothers me. will he ever change and just forget about her. they never had anything. i dont know why he is like this. he acts like she is coming back for him or ( Read more... )

wow alot of shit has happened since i was on here. i cheated on corey. i feel like shit but then again it was just time to dump him and move on. yes i moved on. your not going to believe this but i am now dating matt. he was like my brother but the other night i kissed him and it led somewhere. i never thought i could love my best friend. it is ( Read more... )