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wow alot of shit has happened since i was on here. i cheated on corey. i feel like shit but then again it was just time to dump him and move on. yes i moved on. your not going to believe this but i am now dating matt. he was like my brother but the other night i kissed him and it led somewhere. i never thought i could love my best friend. it is actually weird. what else has happened. i dont really talk to aj anymore. i miss her a lot. i know she isnt coming back. i miss the old her. i dont know the new her. i just keep telling myself deep down inside her she is the same girl that was crazy. a party girl who always wanted to have a good time. i guess that side of her is dead. well christopher says hi to aj and that he loves her and to call him. that is one of the messages i was supposed to deliver 3 days ago. i just didnt have the time or energy. well that is all that has happened. oh yea and aj you stole my stars! my redish pinkish ones!