i dont know how to handle these situations i am put in
so theres this guy
i really like him
but he is 2 years older and he has a more "developed mind"
and i just......

  i hate having realizations that hurt me.

like that whenever i need to cry there is never a shoulder near by willing to hold its place for me.
or like when i am having boy troubles and i cant just run away and hide
the city is only right for somethings
never for the "bad" moments that seem to fill my life

why is it that i find people who move far away
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You may not know that my parental life is screwed.
I am wondering if I should send this informative yet terrible letter to my mother and father
So step on up to the end of forever.
(Dont judge or say how dare you. Save it for your real friends)

Dear Mom and Dad,

Every single last thing is because of me in your mind. Well you know what, this one ( Read more... )

 This rooms been dusted
No trace of you dares to live

For we are in fear of ourselves

What can happen with one missed word?

In the blink of an eye

The world flashes by

It will end up breaking

Well fall into the arms we long for

Waiting to see if they can hold us up

What happens when they give up?

Will I ever let go

I dress to impress

But the lies seek to find ( Read more... )

Movie moments seem to define my life lately.

(must being a teenager be so cliché?)

I seem to be having a lot of those tell all moments,
I’m not sure if I should regret or rejoice at my new found openness

Today me and my friend spilled our hearts out onto a lower school art table.
It just kinda happened...
I feel as if she should know all the shit that ( Read more... )