Remember Were Best Friends For Never
i hate having realizations that hurt me.
like that whenever i need to cry there is never a shoulder near by willing to hold its place for me.
or like when i am having boy troubles and i cant just run away and hide
the city is only right for somethings
never for the "bad" moments that seem to fill my life
why is it that i find people who move far away
or that dump me in a matter of months
i have what 3-4 really good friends?
is this what my life will consist of?
is just does doesnt seem fair.
it doesnt seem real
i think i might just wake up one day
all the nightmares wished away
never to be found again
locked in an air tight box
only to be opened--never
i try not to blame anyone but myself
but this does not work
there is always someone who can take this blame away from me
its my only way to cope sometimes
when i talk about my experiences
i cry
i hate it
i need a change....
ive gone on too long
i need to calm down
find someone to talk to
it shouldnt be that hard..right?
like that whenever i need to cry there is never a shoulder near by willing to hold its place for me.
or like when i am having boy troubles and i cant just run away and hide
the city is only right for somethings
never for the "bad" moments that seem to fill my life
why is it that i find people who move far away
or that dump me in a matter of months
i have what 3-4 really good friends?
is this what my life will consist of?
is just does doesnt seem fair.
it doesnt seem real
i think i might just wake up one day
all the nightmares wished away
never to be found again
locked in an air tight box
only to be opened--never
i try not to blame anyone but myself
but this does not work
there is always someone who can take this blame away from me
its my only way to cope sometimes
when i talk about my experiences
i cry
i hate it
i need a change....
ive gone on too long
i need to calm down
find someone to talk to
it shouldnt be that hard..right?