I'm an alcoholic and I'm thinking about going into some kind of rehab after I'm out of school. It's not a problem right now but I can see it being one when I'm not taking classes ( Read more... )

I'm too honest to be nice.

No amount of shitty facebook or livejournal posts can project how I feel right now.

Being an adult is knowing today was shitty; recognizing and accepting it. And then knowing that tomorrow is going to be worse. Then dealing with it.

You need to take a closer look at me ( Read more... )

So apparently I bought a lot of people drinks a long time ago when I had disposable money. Now they recognize me and buy me drinks. Awesome.

I'm not sure about what to do about girls. I get drunk a lot and hit on them and then they turn me down. When they don't turn me down I think less of them because they let some fat drunk asshole 'woo' them ( Read more... )

I'm honestly upset right now that there aren't any single girls around my age that appreciate me trying to better myself by going to school. Every single girl I meet is all about how much money I'm making NOW and how well I can support her bastard child that she had on fucking accident or under the veil of some awful lie. I haven't made awful ( Read more... )

So anyway. The gist of what I've planned on saying for a while but just now got drunk enough to type ( Read more... )

( Dreamlessly by Charles Bukowski )

On top of having one of the coolest weekends in recent memory thanks to Corey and Jesse, I finally told Sam how I feel and cut the remaining ties with her. I don't think anyone understands how good I feel about finally telling her all of this. I was miserable because of her for so long and never really said anything negative to her. To get all of ( Read more... )