You're 13 trapped in a 21 year old's oddly shaped body.
On top of having one of the coolest weekends in recent memory thanks to Corey and Jesse, I finally told Sam how I feel and cut the remaining ties with her. I don't think anyone understands how good I feel about finally telling her all of this. I was miserable because of her for so long and never really said anything negative to her. To get all of this off of my chest and let her know I don't want any contact with her and her leaving me was one of the best things that has ever happened to me feels pretty fucking amazing.
That being said, I'm very tired of girls who don't understand what real life is. If you're over 20 and your Daddy pays for your car, car insurance, gas, college, food, your bank overdrafts, and everything else in your life without any real limits, I probably don't like you. Sucks I don't know any single girls who wont ask me why I don't have a flat screen. Or why I drive a car that's over 10 years old. Or why I still wear the same clothes I did in high school. Or why I know how to make some of the most ghetto food none of you (besides Ryan Green) have probably ever imagined. I'm working to change those parts of my life, but I don't want a girl that looks down on me because I don't have cash right now. If shit hits the fan in the future (which for 90% of us it will) I want to know the girl I'm with is down with eating bologna or ramen for a while and wont talk shit about it. I think my main problem is it's hard to find someone that grew up like I did and isn't a shithead. Ramblerambleramble. Fuck you livejournal I do what I want.
That being said, I'm very tired of girls who don't understand what real life is. If you're over 20 and your Daddy pays for your car, car insurance, gas, college, food, your bank overdrafts, and everything else in your life without any real limits, I probably don't like you. Sucks I don't know any single girls who wont ask me why I don't have a flat screen. Or why I drive a car that's over 10 years old. Or why I still wear the same clothes I did in high school. Or why I know how to make some of the most ghetto food none of you (besides Ryan Green) have probably ever imagined. I'm working to change those parts of my life, but I don't want a girl that looks down on me because I don't have cash right now. If shit hits the fan in the future (which for 90% of us it will) I want to know the girl I'm with is down with eating bologna or ramen for a while and wont talk shit about it. I think my main problem is it's hard to find someone that grew up like I did and isn't a shithead. Ramblerambleramble. Fuck you livejournal I do what I want.