Overwhelming and exasperated energy
is hard to mix with
confusing alcoholic happiness
that piggy backs hope and lost desires.

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I have met a man boy. He is adorable, a total geek, and a lot of fun. Relationship to follow.

I don't know how to deal with idiots anymore.

My toe nail is going to fall off.
It hurts a lot.
I walk funny now
:(

Ok. I need a new job. Preferably one with flexible hours that once the fall semester starts up again can give me hours like 6pm to close or weekend hours. Any suggestions?

I can't sleep. But when I do, I sleep tangled up in seven different blankets, with a space heater as tall a five-year-old blasting in the basement of my best friend's house that my crack pot family is house sitting for a lengthy string of months. We're living here pretending to fix up our actual house so we can pretend that we'll put it on the ( Read more... )

I recently deleted a lot of old livejournal entries.
85% of 2004 and 2005 are now gone.
Some made me crack up in laughter for how ridiculous I was.
Some made me wish I kept my thoughts to myself.
Others made me realize how much I've grown.

I'd rather be a kid forever but it's time to move on.
And today only comes every 4 years.

How quaint.

I heard a rumor that Polaroid is discontinuing their instant film.
I am very hurt by this decision.

TJ's car was broken into.
My stuff was in his car.
The asshole took my ipod and digital camera.
And got away, despite the guys chasing him.
I know the police report we filled out won't matter.

Where the fuck am I going to find the money to replace these things?

I give everyone the benefit of the doubt ( Read more... )