ok so i know it been forever plus some but it sumemr and i am determined to do this i can do this and if i dnt livejournal for a long tiem againg i promis i wont come back here and waste peoples time. so i jsut weighed my self and im 244 with my time of the month. I am determined to do this. Now im going for a swim and plan otu my new diet

Ok so i fell off the bandwagon and im realy going to try hard to get back on starting today. I weighted my self and im at
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so ive been not updateign for a while and now mid terms and collage apps are al ldone im ready to keep updating. I'm gana weight myself on saturday and see were i stand. I still havnt had soda and im proud for that. My mom said i was looking like i was loosing some weight yesterday and i put on my size 22 jeans from old navy yesterday and i needed ( Read more... )

So i just pulled an all nighter and i did it with the help of 3 yes 3 red bulls. WOW that is 330 calories worth of redbull...But hey i got to study for anatomy and phsycology. EWWW im so mad at myself like i dont know why im so stupid ...and im like shaking to much caffine bcuz i also had a big cup or coffee black and then the red bulls and im ( Read more... )

so i had a salad to day when i woke up at like 12:30 then i went out with my friends and we went to a movie and then shopping then we got chinneese a buffet ekk i took the smaller plate that they have at the dessert part and i had white rice and this pork and mushroom stuff then i had greenbeans with garlic thing. Then i had a second plate with a ( Read more... )

ok so i havnt been eating to great lately and i am just more aobut midterms and collage apps and last ngiht i had a whopper form bk and it came back to bite me in the ass...literly but still no soda so yea im gaana buckel down tomoro

So its 5:30 and its sunday of a long weekend and i jsut woke up. Im gana wait till my mom and dad get up and i realy want an omlet so i think im gana have one. Midterms are comeing up the week of the 30th and im startignt o stress out . I tend to binge ornot eat at all during midterms. Tonight my mom is making a turkey for dinner and i hate turkey ( Read more... )

so today is my friends birthday and we are going to the outback for it. Im not realy a big fan of anything there so its jsut gana be a salad and i hope no one gets the blooming onion thing. My dad ended up makeing me a pb&j last ngiht and that is what i ate all day. I have to go to the doctors because ive been having such bad headachs latly and i ( Read more... )

today was a bad day not food wise but emotionaly i felt sick to my stomach and couldnt eat i just wana go to sleep and wake up in five years. I hate it so much. and collage applications dont help much

i wanted to delte this but i dont know how so now this is whats here