i am so frustrated with everything. people over here are mean. lol
i had an interesting weekend. ill tell you about it some other time.

today was such a weird day. i had nothing to do so i sat around and watched sex in the city and the sopranos. then i went and put gas in my car. i ate a peanut butter sandwich. cleaned up my room. then i prayed, i thanked god for everything i have right now. even though things have gotten off to a rough start over here, im thankful because things ( Read more... )

i love le tigre.
i love canaan. he makes me happy.

i want my car to be done so i can go home.....

im going to make a list of all the reasons i am unhappy and see if they make any sense ( Read more... )

i came back to ft. myers for the weekend. i had a good time, i got to see jordan, canaan, and jacob. i also met canaan's mom, which was neato. now that i realize i have to go back to ft. lauderdale and keep living my life over there i am not so happy. i'm depressed. i'm tired of it. i'm tired of being stressed, worrying about money, driving ( Read more... )

ok, so i'm finally over here, been here about a month. i still don't know a single person i would actually hang out with outside of work. i just started school last night and the people in my class seem pretty cool. i sit across from this girl who seems really nice, her name is kristin, i kept making funny faces at her all night, she probably ( Read more... )

today was my last day at banana republic, first job i had that i liked and never actually wanted to quit. i made a lot of friends working there, and i dont think i would be moving tomorrow if i hadnt worked there and started talking to britt again. i am so happy to be leaving this town, i just wish everything had worked out a little smoother. i ( Read more... )

my life has been changing so much lately i can't keep up ( Read more... )

i am so lost

I am pretty depressed. I was looking at old pictures, I didn't get upset 'till I looked at the ones of Jacob from last year in tennessee. I miss "the old days" SO much! I miss when Jacob and I were happy together and I loved him more than anything and he gave me purpose in life, back then things were good, my mom still loved me, Sophie and Nick ( Read more... )