Over-whelming
I am pretty depressed. I was looking at old pictures, I didn't get upset 'till I looked at the ones of Jacob from last year in tennessee. I miss "the old days" SO much! I miss when Jacob and I were happy together and I loved him more than anything and he gave me purpose in life, back then things were good, my mom still loved me, Sophie and Nick still lived at home. I always had my family back then, When something upset me I could go talk to my brother, or sit in my moms lap, or bug Linnea. I don't have anyone anymore who I can really talk to, someone who doesn't just end up being a disappoinment.
OMG holy-fucking-shit! There's a fucking mouse in my fucking kitchen! I can't get to my room safely, what am I going to do? I guess I might just be sitting here all night.