Wow I just realized that next month it will have been a year since I was pregnant. Time has gone by SO quickly, I blinked my eye and here I am a year later. Joe Gilchrist is staying over, we had a good night. Sorta like the old days. I'm trying to get him to move to ft. lauderdale around the same time I do. Didn't hear from my baby daddy today, ( Read more... )

ok i'm trying to get my shit together so i can move to ft. lauderdale next month. if it doesn't work out i just might shoot myself. it doesn't help anything that i'm like in-love with two people at the same time. haha in-love, yea.......right. anyway, life is so dull right now. i just want to be free.......free of everything. i need to get out of

I went to Gainesville and West Virginia, they were both great trips and I had a lot of fun. Now that I'm back I can't wait to start working again. Jacob and I are (gasp) back together, or atleast I thought we were. He came over Monday and we had a really good time, but I haven't heard from him since. That night I went with Brian to see The Wedding ( Read more... )

I'm going with my sister back to Gainesville to help her out before she has her baby. I thought we were leaving this morning, but no its 4:52 and I still have no idea when we are going. She could have atleast told me, then I could've slept in or gone out with my friends. Sitting around my mom's house isn't exactly my idea of fun. I already fell ( Read more... )

So I have to write a letter to send out to people and ask them to give me and Linnea money for our mission trip. Woohoo. It's all bullshit man.

There are so many things that people have said to me lately that I honestly never thought I would hear. I can't mention them all.....but for one thing my manager at work today told me and this girl that we talk too much. Haha, I talk too much, never thought that would be me.

I'm at a good spot.

I really wish I was 15 again, I would be so much cooler than I was and I would do things right this time. There are some hot little 16 year old boys.....damn.

Yeah so I don't know if you have all seen my lovely (horrible) blond streak in my hair. It is so gay, when I have my hair pulled back into a pony tail I look like a freakin X-man. I look like Rogue. I kinda want to go to Coldstone again tonight.....hhhm anyone wanna go with?

So, living alone sucks. I guess technically I live with my dad, but I'm always alone. I need a really good girl friend to come move in with me. I just sit at the computer and wait....for something. Life wouldn't be bad right now, if I wasn't always so alone. Nick's gone, I never get to spend time with my sisters, Jacob's gone, and I never talk to ( Read more... )

So life's going pretty good, but I can't seem to get that through to my head. I'm so depressed and nothing's wrong. Well, everything's wrong. My mom kicked me out for a stupid reason, really really stupid. Then she didn't come to my highschool graduation, which Jacob did a wonderful job of ruining. I had to give my dog to Kristina. Madison was my ( Read more... )