you say that you keep me "hush hush" just to keep me to yourself
but where roads fork off so do our hearts
we found our love in this crashed car
lack lustered but still reflecting stars
but oh oh oh oh oh if these miles could talk.
give me hope through a telescope
that this shooting star won't destroy your home
because oh oh oh oh oh what will your ( Read more... )

i don't even know why i'm posting, i have nothing at all to say, nothing that would be heard at least. i talk talk talk and maybe that's my problem. i dunno. my mother is in an unheard of amount of pain right now and i can do nothing to stop it, and it's just making her short tempered with me, it's exactly what i need to make me feel better after ( Read more... )

SOMEBODY talk to me or give me something to do. I feel sooo worthless and don't recall doing a single fun thing in the last 14 months so yeah just give me a call or something.

call homicide, take this case to court cuz her lips taste like a loaded gun and i'm her number one chalk outline on the floor.

i slept til 3, i should have slept til tuesday...

sheesh.

They tore off my skin and cracked open my ribs and ripped my heart out of my chest.
So now I walk with static blood and breaths so short they could haunt the night.
But I take my time and haunt your room instead.
And with every thread you bare I regain a breath.
Here come the bombs, head for the hills and I will stay here with open arms.
Like a toy ( Read more... )

you've made your mark around far and wide
then you cry "poor me i live such a boring life"
but life moves fast (too fast) on a bathroom floor
even with soggy knees and slurred words begging for more.
you're classy, so classy. and you look so mature
with a bottle sweating in your left hand
and the right one being led to the door
you're split lipped now ( Read more... )

miles  s t r e t c h  over open hands and slender wrists
over your torso to your rosy reds begging me for just one more kiss
the nights are too long to not be filled with thoughts of you
I just close my eyes and I could paint a perfect portrait of you
I'm the type of kid that pulls everything from context
but the "who whats and wheres" seem to be less ( Read more... )

I had quite the interesting weekend, but I won't bore anyone with details, just know it was a really good couple days. and it was great to see the couple folks i haven't seen in a long time, it was almost refreshing. and my weekend was even productive at some points. I make myself proud every so often. so far i've started school off on the right ( Read more... )

so on thursday i fell alseep at 6am and got up at 7 to bring me my mom to work, then i had class til 1030 then i was supposed to take the 12:31 train to boston and proceed to take a bus from south station to hartford then another to uconn and spend my weekend there having mario parties and doing cutesy things. it sounds easy enough but look back at ( Read more... )

i am a burden.