umm...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Ah yes. I've come to find out that i'm alone again. Not only lonely, but craving for a stog which is a foot away from me. Yeah, i'm trying to quit. It's pretty damn hard. I gotta preoccupy myself from smoking. haha getting sick and feeling like your throat has fifty million cuts on it ( Read more... )

I haven't wrote in this for a while. I'm sure you guys know about these life changing hindrances and blessings i have faced from tbe absence of my livejournal. I guess i love writing in the journal that seems to be getting neglected by everyone else. It's sort of a habit for me. I like to nurture the dying back to recovery. It's this gift i have ( Read more... )

bye bye.

I don't get anymore privacy around here. It's hard to write something serious when your little brother is staring at the screen fixed at what you're writing. It's ok though, i've learn to bear with it. As of right now he's staring at what i'm writing, YES YOU MICKEY ( Read more... )

I've been trying to just go with the flow lately, and with all the extra time i have, instead of worrying about what to do next, i've noticed a certain calmness that occurs. My mind just blanks out for a good 30-40 minutes. I don't know what's happening except that nothing seems to be functioning in my head. I view the scene through my eyes but my ( Read more... )

No need to fret, i am now a licensed california driver. =]

I've been so bored lately. I wondered what the reason was and i've noticed some things that seemed to stick out. Not only that, but i delved a little deeper and i found something else. I found that i get tired of my new friends quick. Not that they're the problem but it's like i'm one of those evil villains who steal the powers of super heroes and ( Read more... )

I'm seriously on the verge of finding the truth!!!! Now i'm late for school but i don't really care because there's a lot of shit on my mind that i must find out for myself.

I can't wait till' Fall comes.

More clouds on the way.

Clouds are fucken awesome!

I like double spacing.

It is quite exquisite.

Don't you think?

Ok i'm a loser, you're right.

I'll stop now.

If i had a time machine i wouldn't change anything. I like things the way they are. Things wouldn't be the way they are without the mistakes and reprocussions of the past. There will always be regrets. I've been thinking and i don't think life isn't as much fun without regrets. If we all didn't have any regrets then things would've got boring. ( Read more... )