wow it was weird. I think it was how he explained that after a lucid dream he gets an OBE. So yes, i tried real hard to relax myself. I was pretty tired and i guess that's what brought my downfall. I felt it too. I was surprised from the feeling. I was trying the music excercise.

First, get comfortable and relax as much as possible. Then choose a ( Read more... )

Heart racing, shortness of breath, succumbing to relaxation and an acute awareness at the last second. My body moves yet doesn't. My astral self is released yet still bound to it's chamber. The door is open and i must figure out how to walk through to the other side ( Read more... )

I think i just got hit real hard by school. LOL now i can't leave whenever i want without question and do whatever i please. I've been forbodden by my parents to hang out with anyone that doesn't go to my school. You know that feeling you get? Where you're excited yet nervous about what's going to happen? I think anxious is the correct word to use ( Read more... )

My angst tastes like...

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I think i'm gonna use this livejournal to just write the stupid things that happen during the day. For example how Mj doesn't like pancakes and ice cream and he looked like he was gonna throw up when he was eating his pancakes at Denny's. But you can get all the deep stuff from my entries in my xanga. I feel it's just more appropriate that way. www ( Read more... )

Lj = gay. My xanga = dopeness. I've noticed during the times of confusion and awkwardness i see everyone so content and sure of what things are going to end up with their lives. And now the tables have turned with me without a care in the world and the others there without a clue on what their next step is. Life is gay but maybe there's a reason ( Read more... )

I feel that things seem a little bit too easy. Maybe it's just God trying to make my life a little smoother. Like the calm before the storm. I saw Jesus and the Virgin Mary in my dream. It was more like a glimpse of them. Maybe it was after watching the videos about sightings of the Virgin Mary but then again, i'm crazy.

I went to the verizon store the other day to get my phone fixed. I waited about an hour to find out that my phone was one of the phones in the recall for the damn battery. Like 1 out of 500 are messed up. How fucken unlucky of me. Maybe i dont deserve a phone? Because frankly, phones don't like me. My phone broke again. SON OF A BITCH. I think i ( Read more... )

things always work themselves out. That's what i love about life, 99 percent of the time things will get better. I'm getting used to being home now. That's good. Missed out on a party today. I finally said no to my friends. Yayyyyy ( Read more... )

So the truth finally comes out right Lindsey ( Read more... )