I'm not okay ( Read more... )

So I've pretty much stopped posting. Not on purpose; I mostly forget. I have mobile Twitter and the only thing I really use LJ for is to stalk my few friends on here, and to buy things ( Read more... )

Because I am self-punishing and weird, I have gone back and read some of my entries from last year. What made me do all that shit to myself? I feel like I lost so much time just sitting around, waiting for someone to love me. I've been thinking about it. A lot. I basically spent the last almost two years ramming my head into the wall, hoping that ( Read more... )

So I quit my full-time job, on account of it totally sucking and being utterly full of shit. I was sick of hating my life, and they gave me basically the worst employee review ever. And since I apparently couldn't do anything right, I quit ( Read more... )

Again, I'm not dead! I have a full-time job now in addition to part-time at Hot Topic. 40+ hours a week, what up ( Read more... )

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the first day is always the hardest.

then again, so is the day after.

and the day after that.

it hurts so much.

its like there's a huge fucking hole where he's supposed to be.

but he isn't there anymore. and doesn't want to be.

i always manage to destroy things.

Holy not updating for two months, Batman ( Read more... )

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I really don't have much to report, I guess ( Read more... )