we're never enough - we're drowning in cliche, so desperate to love.
I'm not okay.
This shit gets harder and harder every day. It feels like everything is falling apart and I can't seem to fix it. Nothing ever gets better. I feel so fucking lost; I don't even know what to do anymore. Everything is out of control. My life is just too much and I'm trapped underneath it all. I didn't even realize how it was affecting me, what I was turning into. I want so badly to pretend that everything is going to be okay. But it doesn't feel like it, and I don't really believe it. I think its been me this whole time. How much was really the fault of others? Probably not nearly as much as I thought it was.
All I can focus on right now is closure. I need to know. Did you ever love me? I don't know why I'm so focused on this right now. But I feel like I need to know. I just need this to be over.
This shit gets harder and harder every day. It feels like everything is falling apart and I can't seem to fix it. Nothing ever gets better. I feel so fucking lost; I don't even know what to do anymore. Everything is out of control. My life is just too much and I'm trapped underneath it all. I didn't even realize how it was affecting me, what I was turning into. I want so badly to pretend that everything is going to be okay. But it doesn't feel like it, and I don't really believe it. I think its been me this whole time. How much was really the fault of others? Probably not nearly as much as I thought it was.
All I can focus on right now is closure. I need to know. Did you ever love me? I don't know why I'm so focused on this right now. But I feel like I need to know. I just need this to be over.