Deciding to heal is a very strong and powerful thing. I have finally decided to let go of the past. This has been the scariest decision I have ever made. Already I can feel the anger and resent just boiling over. I keep trying to hide it but it is out and in full swing. I know that I have to allow it to come out but it is hurting everyone around me ( Read more... )

I really set high expectations for myself and others and then am extremely upset when they are not met. The other person has no idea that i have set these expectations so there is no way I can go to them and say hey you didn't do this or that. It really is hard be a stay at home mom. I wish that it were easier. There is always so much to be done ( Read more... )

It seems as though whenever I have a plan for the way my day should go, it never happens. I wanted to get up early today and take my son to the doctor's, go to a play date, come home chill out, then exercise, then chill out some more. Ok the doctor's visit was very painful because Hunt, my angel son, did not want to get the second flu shot and was ( Read more... )