i am going to disconnect myself for a while. i feel it is necessary. katie, email me. i'll stick with email somewhat, but i'm taking a hiatus from the lj.
i may start up again when i'm stateside, but i might just stick with other forms of writing. the lj is taking time and creative energy from my other pursuits, literary and otherwise.
ciao

Here are Mateo´s answers for me ( Read more... )

i realize now that i had never really dealt with death. my dad´s parents have both passed away, but i was too young to really feel it, same with my step-dad´s mom. now i am dealing with it. she was my second cousin but we were close. she was only nineteen. a taxi hit her and she was dead. her fiance beat the guy up, they had to pull him off ( Read more... )

so i wrote my salutatorian speech today. i like it, and i hope you do, too, on sunday. i have to meet elizondo at 8 am tomorrow for her to look it over. of course i could change it and say whatever the hell i want come sunday, it's not like she's going to jump up and tackle me off the stage if i say something she doesn't like. but it's not like ( Read more... )

so today was errands, paino and lots of sleeping.
i'm still tired.

i am done with high school. today was my last day. i kept waiting for the whole thing to hit me and to make that happen i kept saying "This is it. It's over." all day but it didn't work. I don't know if it's going to come in waves or all hit me at once, like at graduation. either way, it'll happen eventually. just two days after graduation we ( Read more... )

24 hours from now, i'll have finished high school. finished high school.

finished high school.

so saturday my dad said ( Read more... )

i love topher grace. and dennis quaid. they are sooooo cute ( Read more... )

wow. so i have five days of high school left. my word ( Read more... )