beyond comprehension

[hulia86]

i realize now that i had never really dealt with death. my dad´s parents have both passed away, but i was too young to really feel it, same with my step-dad´s mom. now i am dealing with it. she was my second cousin but we were close. she was only nineteen. a taxi hit her and she was dead. her fiance beat the guy up, they had to pull him off

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[kate3319]

I'm sorry Julia. I really am. And please don't feel selfish; everyone is entitled to grieve however much they want. Pain is subjective.

Oh, and I totally feel you on the man-hating. I worry about myself sometimes--man-hating runs in my family, just look what happened to my sister! Just remember--it's not you, it's them. It always is. :)

Thinking of you and loving you always,
Katie

[hulia86]

thanks, love. you´re amazing.

[pinksnail]

::hugs:: it's ok to feel whatever you're feeling, it's better to feel than to not, and to express it rather than bottle it up.

You need to get some mace. And some steel toed boots to kick those boys in the BALLS.

Love you always

[hulia86]

yeah expression is the best. it´s just all still so surreal right now.
love you!