goodbye jordan's jiggy journal. you served me well. this isn't who i am anymore.
but now it is time to move on.
moving on to a new blog (http://fantasticlies.blogspot.com)
i'll still be on this every now and then, but no more posts.
goodbye.
<3 jordan.

here it goes ( Read more... )

craving chips and salsa
sick of cleaning dog pee
stir crazy
poor

also, none of my clothes fit. blah.

another post from me today.

i'm angry. and i'm not sure if it's just at two people who made me this way, or if i'm just angry in general. but i'm all worked up. i have to go to freaking both retail jobs tonight, and ruston tomorrow. i'm not even sure if i want to go to ruston other than to see rindy and my liddie biddie.

ARRRGGG!!

while browsing through the magazines in barnes and noble last night, i was offended. now, i'm not that type of person who gets easily offended, but last night a metaphorical fire was ignited in me ( Read more... )

with a salary
and health insurance
and dental insurance
and multiple weeks paid vacation
and free flu shots
and i get to be grown up.

so, once again i am sick. my illness is directly connected with my amazing weekend at austin city limits festival ( Read more... )

so, for the past 2 years i have had a huge problem with self image. i would look in the mirror and see someone who weighed 300 pounds. no matter how much weight i gained or lost i still saw that image. i couldn't look at my body in a mirror. i hated it. i thought i was fat and gross, no matter how many people told me i wasn't ( Read more... )

this weekend was just what i needed. friends, music, brazilians, swedes, and cars with neon lights in the trunk. i don't think i have ever laughed so much or been so happy in a very long time. thanks matt, kate, and pat. i love you ( Read more... )

a list of things i am looking forward to in the next few months:

the return of dr. mcdreamy into my house and heart.
jackets.
layering.
pumpkin seeds.
porch swings.
apple-scented candles.
anniversaries.
seeing friendly faces.
meat lights round 3.

looking ahead. it's what i do now.