lovely lady lumps
so, for the past 2 years i have had a huge problem with self image. i would look in the mirror and see someone who weighed 300 pounds. no matter how much weight i gained or lost i still saw that image. i couldn't look at my body in a mirror. i hated it. i thought i was fat and gross, no matter how many people told me i wasn't.
about 2 weeks ago my mom bought me some new clothes. at the stores i reached for my regular size, went into the dressing room and saw that i needed a smaller size. yes, a smaller size. shocked, i just reasoned that the store's pants just run big. well apparently i have shed just a few pounds.
this all changed this weekend. i was changing in the hotel bathroom, and i caught a glimpse in the mirror of my body in just my undies, and well i liked it. no, my stomach isn't completely flat, and my thighs will never look the way i want them to, but i see me. healthy and happy me.
about 2 weeks ago my mom bought me some new clothes. at the stores i reached for my regular size, went into the dressing room and saw that i needed a smaller size. yes, a smaller size. shocked, i just reasoned that the store's pants just run big. well apparently i have shed just a few pounds.
this all changed this weekend. i was changing in the hotel bathroom, and i caught a glimpse in the mirror of my body in just my undies, and well i liked it. no, my stomach isn't completely flat, and my thighs will never look the way i want them to, but i see me. healthy and happy me.