i need to stop.
there are just some things i'm not going to be.
there are just some things i'm not going to do.
there are just some relationships that aren't going to last.
you just need to understand.
i just need to fucking stop.

but i'm just going to say a few things.

i hate men today for some odd reason.
i am about done looking for a job.
i think i may want to be a teacher (eek!).
i need to move on.
my bangs are way too long.
me and dave will be reunited in just a matter of days.
i am tired of missing people.

and

you were right about the stars each one is a setting sun

grey's anatomy on a thursday night.
it doesn't seem right.
maybe i'll grow to like it.
only if i'm with people i love.
like you.
watch it with
me.

who is excited about the new generation of laguna beach?
how about the new justin album?
x-tina?

no ... it's just me?

ah well.

i want a tattoo.

a year from now i am going to read this entry, and if i still want a tattoo as badly as i do at this moment, i will get one.

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