so ive been thinking again. oh yes, scary. on thursday of vincents car accident during break, before i found out about vincent, mark gave me a tarot card reading, which was my first. so he laid all the cards out & i had to pick 10, keep them face down, hand them to mark one by one, & not look at them. the pattern he laid them out in told the ( Read more... )

dear you know who you are,

i dont understand why you are the way you are towards me. you say im talking shit about you behind your back, and yet im not. you say that im budding into something thats none of my business, and yet i come into homeroom, sit down, and dont say a word to her about you. im not getting into anything like you think i am. im ( Read more... )

so. wow. im almost speechless right now. i dont know how to think or feel right now and im basically in lala land. my dad is friends with the man whose arms heather died in. this is how the situation went today with the accident as my dad was told:

vincent did in fact hit a patch of ice and he lost control of the car. it turned to the side and slid ( Read more... )

yesterday was nice; taking pictures and petting mrs. killians dog in foods, party and napoleon dynamite in english, free day in pe, doing nothing for half of alg. 2 but talk.

used my "free time" (when i shouldve been working) in 4th period to talk to ellen :). the conversation was awesome. it made me happy.

made a new layout for my other journal. ( Read more... )

WANTED:

A GREAT GUY IN MY LIFE (aka a great bf)

Requirements:

-focuses on me as his only girl

-treats me like a princess

-accepts me for who I am

-doesn’t make me feel stupid when I’m around him

-tells me that I look cute/pretty when I look cute/pretty

-puts me on top of the world

-shows that he cares about me

-puts up with my mistakes and flaws

- ( Read more... )

some things need to change, like right now.

yes, i've been thinking, and reflecting, both in my mind and on this damn computer screen.

i'm done. i have to be. because there's just too much.

wow. it blows me away actually, realization is also a bitch.

no longer am i going to sit back, because looks what come of it.

let's see how things play out.

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im done with this game
so much for feeling special
feel different one second, feel the same as everyone else another
that shits not cool
letdown becomes another chapter in a storybook you cant stop reading over and over
jumping to conclusions, continuous routines; habits that beg to be broken
feeling used, well feeling like shit
its like bullies from ( Read more... )

HAPPY
       BIRTHDAY
   DAVID!

love you...a whole whole whole whole whole whole whole whole whole whole (....x 999999990000000....) bunch.

love |

' Because Of You ' | Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I'll never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't ( Read more... )

last nite i went on a freakin birthday shopping spree, along with spending the rest of my christmas money. i got 2 pairs of cute jeans at goodys, one with a scarf belt that has pictures of legs on it with funky socks and heels, at sears i got some hot pink capris (they're awesome), some love spell at victorias secret, 3 pairs of earrings a claires ( Read more... )