well, now that i have a moment - its been much too long since ive written in here and now that i've been at smith long enough to establish myself - i've decided to turn back to lj ( Read more... )

it's been so long since ive written in here. i just feel like everything in my life has totally changed since my last entry - which was in reference to alex, after he told me he wanted to break up for the summer. which, somehow, coincidentally, happened. i'm not even sure how anymore ( Read more... )

but not about you.

the wonderful thing about livejournal, i can neglect it for so long and i know it will still be here when i need it ( Read more... )

i find myself having less & less to say. in journals like these, in my personal writing, to people in my life. & i didn't even realize it until right now when i opened this up & stared blankly at the screen, wondering if there was anything worth saying.
i haven't written well since probably january of this year. i try, but i can't seem to find any ( Read more... )

alright so im going to summarize my weekend mostly for my benefit, but perhaps for yours as well. if you dont care about college, skip down to the bottom and there might be some vague stuff about life. anyways i went to massachusetts and connecticut and visited colleges/towns and here were my thoughts:

wesleyan: it didnt seem to have a centralized ( Read more... )

so now i'm freaking out because of...where to start? i couldn't even tell you. i'm suddenly getting a lot more homework, which is manageable and which i don't mind doing but it just adds up.

i'm feeling the pressure for grades, realizing the quarters almost over (where did it go?) and not having much time to improve my grades. and my ap calc grade ( Read more... )

oh homecoming was so much fun. i just wanted to put that out there. it was probably the best homecoming i've had. maybe some of it's being a senior, maybe it was being with my wonderful boyfriend at our second homecoming, maybe it was because i actually danced and alex actually danced. i don't know but was awesome & i'm glad. and there was less ( Read more... )

holy shit i am exhasuted. i got maybe 10 hours of sleep total this weekend. it sucked. yesterday i worked, shopped, then had an eventful night. today i worked, then painted for roughly 3 hours. 
but i have to say im finished with my self portrait and i'm really proud of myself. it looks really fucking cool. well it's just the first thing that's ( Read more... )

i suppose it's time to update.
things have been getting progressively better. me and alex got back together and he asked me to homecoming. family things. im finally realizing im a senior. i've got some really good friends.

i've just been in a ridiculously good mood for the past two days. maybe it's the weather changing, i don't know.

i'll just end ( Read more... )