well, i finally have the fucking internet. the ridiculous thing is i don't have a cable outlet in my room, so it's hooked up to a fucking wall in the living room. i can't use my speakers or my printer. i have to sit on the floor with my lap top propped up on a chair that is also a shoe that is also a chair. some modifications of some sort must take

that was the last straw ( Read more... )

...hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

wow.

this is so not funny, it's hilarious.

it's almost as if i was never even there...

WHAT ABOUT ME??????????

WHAT
ABOUT
ME???

fuck...

i've never felt so insignificant, so forgettable, so pushed under the rug in my whole life.
kudos to you, man. it takes an incredible amount of assholeness to COMPLETELY DENY A

mental torture. everything is eating away at me. i don't think i'm in control anymore. maybe i never was to begin with. well, i'm not fighting it anymore. i give up. i might as well be fucking dead.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

every day i think about dying ( Read more... )

life is shit right now. but you know what?
i don't give a fuck about any of you at the moment, because
I HAVE PIT TICKETS TO MOTHERFUCKING TOOL and you don't.
so here's what you can do: bite me. and go straight to hell.

well, i started working at baby dolls (as a beer bar girl, not a dancer) and it was fun. but tonight i went in to find out that i can't work there in fort worth because i got arrested in arlington. so they sent me to this other club called the fare room in arlington where i have a position, until i do my community service and can go back to baby ( Read more... )

crazy ( Read more... )

well, i've been without internet for quite a long time, and will continue to be without it for some more time. i couldn't take it anymore so i'm at the uta library. we just moved into our apartment. it's a quiet little complex near the school, full of mostly indian and black families. $665 all utilities included. not bad at all. now that we're all ( Read more... )

trying to please everyone at the same time does not work ( Read more... )