im not sure how to feel, but one thing is for sure.
i feel like i'm going to be sick.
i'm sad to leave, excited to go, happy to have the chance, and scared shitless all at once. its...really hard not to cry?
its just...so different from what i expected.
you cant know until it's right in your fucking face
and you're like,
shit. what have i done
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