- Damn this, im a fucking screw up, im such a bitch.. When i get really upset, to the point of crying. i have a tendancy to mix my emotions and turn all the pain that i have into anger and take it out on the person who caused me to cry in the first place. i hate that about me. because today at lunch i said some really REALLY mean things. i called ( Read more... )

- I can't take it. i hate girls. i really do. Just to let all you know. there is like an un-wrriten rule in friendship that you don't like the same guy that your friend likes. You just don't do it. Im not quite sure why thats so hard to understand. its really easy and simple. but some chicks just dont know how to do it. They decide to call the guy ( Read more... )

So, preatty much i have decided, yes i know i've decided this many times. but Last night put me in a whole new perspective. my mom is crazy, she wants to make my life misserable. My whole life i have seen my mom as a mom, not a friend not some one that i could talk to when i have "boy" problems when i have friend problems. she was just a woman that ( Read more... )

- Last night was awesome, Wen't to City Walk with Jauhleenee and saw Cursed, it was actually really good. i heared that it was "gay" and all this crap but i kinda liked it. it was funny and scary at the same time. it reminded me of Scream.. So then we just walked around City Walk didn't get home till like 12:30 or summin like that. and then Nathan ( Read more... )

+ Tonight is going to be fun, me and Jauhleene are going to City Walk to go see a movie. and we are meeting up with these people she met through bp.. so it should be kewl, it's gonna be my first "girls night out" in a REAL long time. Last weekend we had a "girls night In" but out is way kooler..

Alright you kool kats i gotta go get ready..

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(x) - done ( Read more... )

-Im so confused, i like ::him:: i do, but latley, he has been like getting on my nerves. he dosen't do anything but like he will say something and i just almost wanna be like shut up some times. i don't know, i don't know what i feel about anything anymore. There is just so many thoughts going through my head, i wish i could just like flip a ( Read more... )

My layout is some what complete. Its the best i can do for right now because for some reason it wouldnt work when i wanted to put my backround.. hmm.. oh well...

Im real tired. im going to sleep like NOW..lol... Yea that sounds like fun..

See you Later Aligator..

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Im in the middle uf changing my layout..

Dont mind the mess

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--Im home sick and it sucks.. it rele does.. im really hot one hour and then the next hour im extremely cold.. i dont get it.. maybe im going through menapause.. hmm..lol. Yah i doubt that. but this sucks because i stayed home today my mom is'nt going to let me do anything this weekend which sucks. but then again im probably not going to want to do ( Read more... )