Mar 08, 2005 22:05
- Damn this, im a fucking screw up, im such a bitch.. When i get really upset, to the point of crying. i have a tendancy to mix my emotions and turn all the pain that i have into anger and take it out on the person who caused me to cry in the first place. i hate that about me. because today at lunch i said some really REALLY mean things. i called him a ducsh bagg..and i don't. and didn't mean it. but i was really upset and sick of crying so i had to realease my payne in another way. and that was by calling him a ducsh bagg. i think he might be mad at me.. so i screwed up us ever becomming close again. damn. why the fuck can't i do anything right.... im sorry. if your reading this. im soo sorry. i didn't mean any of the things i said.. please forgive me, and dont hate me...
xox