i lied, im not going to bed yet. I have one more bitch fit to have.
I dont understand. What is so wrong with me?!
What is it?
Is it my shitty personality?
Am I busted in the face?
Is it cus Im fat?
Is it cus im not particularly talented?
Just WHAT IS IT?
and how do I fix it?
Ill fix it I really will.

i just feel plain awful ( Read more... )

not love though.... dont get me wrong i like the kid and all, but lets not go crazy here. damn...

i might have to star using this again, or get a second twitter. cus my twitter is getting too much attention from people. and i dont want ppl to think im bitching to get attention. im bitching cus i want to bitch. and it feels good to let it out. but im afraid people might start thinking that im just emo and looking for attention. so i might need ( Read more... )

no thats it. im just wondering.

So im back at school for senior year. Yikes. Ive actually got to start getting my shit together. I still need to decide where im applying to, whether I go to JET or grad school, or whatever. But thats another story. I dont feel like thinkning about that now ( Read more... )

This is gonna be a short one cus I dont really feel like updating. But I think this is goin to be an interesting year. Ive been here maybe a week, and things have already gotten..well..interesting. And weird. And Ive alredy gotten a few surprises. Maybe it means this will be an eventful year...!

ugh some cunt threw out my chinese food i hope she dies. i may never go back to that room again. CUNNTTTTTT.

I love this song. It always manages to make me feel good and summery, no matter what season it is, or how icky it looks outside, or how icky i feel inside ( Read more... )

God this song is my jam. Its my emo rockin out song. Plus Anna Tsuchiya is hot. Trick's my bitch ( Read more... )