Well, 17 months later, and I'm finally home. It's been a long time, and I've changed a lot during it. I've grown up, and matured so much. I'm the same person, but different, too. I'm sure pretty much everyone has in the past year and a half, but I haven't seen any of you in so long, that I don't know. I'm overwhelmed, and apprehensive of all the ( Read more... )

Young Modern is my newest cd, as just released by Silverchair in case anyone is curious. Bet most of you didn't even know they were still alive. It's pretty good. They've changed so much from Frogstomp it's unreal, but I still love them and I'm really happy to hear new music ( Read more... )

Did you ever have one of those amazing "the whole world drops away" kind of kisses? I have, and it's amazing. :)

So I thought I would throw an entry in here as it has been AGES since my last one. I've been pretty good lately. I had a bad night the other night, but it doesn't take me long to lose self-confidence in myself. Although, on the same note, as soon as I get some sleep, I forget I ever cared and go right back to being my happy, confident self. :) So I ( Read more... )

So it's been a few days since I got back to Germany. Life is pretty good. I've moved past the whole Alain thing. I still hate his very existence, but I'm not going to let it bother me anymore. Thanksgiving was fun. One of the girls here, her family flew out and made us all thanksgiving dinner. So at least I got real turkey and stuff. I just made ( Read more... )

Wouldn't it be fantastic to finally find true love?
To finally have that person in your life that makes everything seem right?
Maybe I'll find him in my dreams tonight...my temporary escape from reality...

Sarah gets here tomorrow! Yay!!!
love
Sara

You know what? People fuckin suck. Everyone wants to throw their two cents in about whats going on between me and mike. I don't fuckin care what you all have to say. Maybe I am naive. Maybe he's playing me and the friendship outside the sex isn't real, but whatever, that's something I will deal with when I get home from here. When I have all my ( Read more... )

So, they are still speaking to me. That's all they're doing, but oh well, I kinda saw that one coming. My heart still feels broken, but I'm dealing with it and I can't wait to talk to Sarah when she gets here in like 10 days. Woot! I definately can't wait to go home, because I know there is no possible way that I will be able to move on until I go ( Read more... )

So I believe I may have just made the fatal mistake of letting someone who I know doesn't feel the same way I do, know I really feel. I had a couple poems written, and I showed them to this person. I believe they may never speak to me ever again. I don't know, I haven't seen them yet since I left the poems in front of their door. Wish me luck. Lets ( Read more... )